im happy again..back to normal ..

finally..we r back to normal..im no more moody..thanks god..i think god heard my pray..today i recieve a call from pharmaforte..an i being offer a job there..im so happy...but ho...hmmm..this job require me to fly here n there...n mousie he is worried bout my safety...n he is not quite happy wif my job offer...hmmm..i don blame him..but i m a big gal now..i have to be independent..mousie..i promise u..i will take good care of myself..dun worry bout me k...

yes!!i can do it!

Moody~ Sad~ Lonely~

Today..like usual..i wake up at 11 plus..approaching my hp beside me..wanting to c whether there is any sms from u..n as expected i saw nothing on my screen..my heart felt empty n lost without u...ur voice...till 1pm...saw u online..wanted to pm u..but scared of rejection..cos i know u r not yet cooled down..but still manage to drop u some words " r u there?" n waited a while..n u replied.." yes" y do we sound like we just know each other...n we start to have normal chats..then u said tat u dun wish to c me today...my heart was so pain but still i agreed..i will go as far as i could from u...around 2pm..i wanted to drive to the beach..but the sky dun aloud me too...its going to rain...so lastly i end up driving to the airport alone..

when i reach the airport..i remember those days when we go airport together n fly together for holiday...but this time im going alone..n im not flying...my heart was so sad..i can feel tat its crying hard ..i could hardly walk..my legs feels so weak..feels like i can fall down at any seconds..so i put so many strenghts to walk slowly..till i reach kfc...then i ordered one snack plate..

eating kfc alone is not fun..is lonely...

looking around me..i saw alot of happy faces..but i dun have one..i lost my smile..because of u..i misses u...ur face..ur voice..ur everthing..plz dun let me wait to long...i need u..

movie night...

yup...tonight gona watch this movie...WHERE GOT GHOST?? should be a funny movie i guess..while waiting for mousie to pick me..just few like dropping a few words in my blog..hehe..by the way tonight we are going to the new cinema in town to watch this movie ..is called MBO (n not HBO) hehe

this is my second time visiting there la..hehe..first time was last week..
the designs there was crazy ..classy...99% like Casino haha..the red carpets, the red curtains..the wallpapers..but most important is very the chair was very comfy and clean..and new..
very spacious..n very cold..so for those who havent been there..make sure u bring ur jackets k..

below are some of my funny exspression pics..hehe

byebye..

24th birthday bash!!

i celebrated my 24th birthday party at RAIN Cafe. and i was SUPER DUPER drunk that night...thanks for the 5 flaming sponsored by the tauke..and tequila shots from my sisters..and also not be forgoten, 3 duno wat shots from my evil buddy AH JO.. thanks mousie for helping me in some of the drinks...and end up he was also SUPER DUPER drunk..haha..sorry..hehe.. below are some of the exciting moment of the night..:-

OMG...!!

ok...it dun taste good...yueks..

sisters group photo..

too much photo to post..so i combine all in one la..hehe..if you guys one a clearer look of those photo..go to my face book k..

i got my birthday cake..got my birthday present..and of cos my birthday kiss..hehe..thanks everyone..!!!

harlo..im back

yoyoyo! im back in kch for good...no more kl...long story..duno where to start..any way, being buzzy a while..buzz becoming "xian" haha..tats why no update lo.. but today duno y..just feel like updating my blog..since woon yien miss my blog..haha...
after i came back to kch...i actually go through a tought life..(no money=xin ku de ri zhi)becos im jobless..sobs* T-T i had apply many jobs..but no reply...till this morning..i had recieve a call from a company and ask me for interview..hahaha..GREAT!! so happy...finally i got the chance to not be jobless..(penganggur) hehe

tomorrow is my party day ...hehe...hope tat tomorrow i could have fun..yeepee..

p/s: notice or not..my hair is growing...haha..thats a good sign..haha..

boring morning..3rd dat of work..

3rd day of work, in the office...going crazy...

first day of work..

well...today thank god everything went smoothly...woke up at 7:30 n get ready to work...when i reach office...i was amazed by the interior design of my office..everything is red in color..haha..even the fridge also red in color...too bad..i din took any pics.. tomorrow la...i take pics of my off la...

For the whole day...i can say is damn boring...nothing to do...till the last minute i baru got a task...hiaz...but today i got one small small present from my boss...is "Ferrero Rocher" but only one biji...left over from one customer..sien...but still is my favorite cholate..hehe

left 17 days to meet my mousie dear...miss him till crazy sob*...DEAR I MISS U!!

leave home...

24 july..is the day i left home....

at airport..like a ninja, wat to do..H1N1 ma...


and finally, im in kl dy. today 26 july, 3pm mousie just left me to airport ....my tears keep on rolling down from my cheek..my heart feel scared....cos im going to be alone...n trying to adapt the new life here without mousie...miss home , miss him..miss everyone at home..

mousie is like an angel to me..he helps me lots when he is with me for the pass 2 days..i can say it was the sweetest things he had done for me...he cares for me lots..he brought me to shop for all the things i needed..n make sure..i got "everything". i was totally touch by the his cares... thats y when he leaves me...i was asking myself.."can i live without him?? " and the answer would be definitely NO!!..i need him..he is my man , my angel, my love, n my mousie...

today we went to the curve, and we bought ourself a couple ring...from Bausch K.

below r some of the pics me mousie took together when he was still wif me at kl...whe



and the last pic took wif mousie b4 5 mins b4 he leave me to airport....sob*

im FREE!! but im LEAVING!!!

Im free as in i finish my studies le...no more assignments,,,no more exams..YES!! but sadly to say..im leaving my miao miao city to somewhere which i dun belong...KL ..wuwuwuwu:( but not for long la..only three months..for training plus work.. im working for this company called BEL sollution. it is a supplier company for skin care products and also diet products. there is no office in kch, so i have to live kch to kl for trainings lo...

actually, not much people support me doing this job, i also duno why...the question asked by them are as below and my answer to those question:

• why so rush want to work??
  no money ma..bopien lo..


• why 1 2 work with this company?? safe or not??
  ya it should be safe..i work wif the boss before when they do road show in kch..so i know the boss.


• need to go kl for so long...n yet ur company dun give a any allowance?? wat kind of company is tat?? how to survive o.
  well..diff company have diff ways of doing things..for this company, they r new and still growing, so their budget is limited..so thats why no allowance gua. save save a bit i think still can survive la..no worries..


• dangerous le..one gal..alone in kl..
  no la..i know "kung fu" haha


• then ur bf how?
  me n mousie had discuss about it and we decided to treat this as a test to our relationship. of cos, i will miss him lots, n so do he..but he will still supoort me ..


• parents ok ka?
  ok ..they r fine wif it..


• r u prepared for this challenge?
  not really...cos this is my first time leaving my house a lone for so long..haha..is a bit scary..but come on..im 24 years old..i must grow up rite..no matter wat..i will try to cop wif everythings...


• working wif kl ppl very stress o..can u tahan ??
  duno le..scary..but they also human..also eat rice rite..haha..ok de la..

i had bought my tics to kl..24th july. mousie will accompany me there for a few days ..so nice of him..then...i will start working on 27. so i left wif one week time to get ready...when days goes by, my fear of leaving increases, my tears increases, but still i need to cop wif it.. is my future man...Gambate!!!

STUDY ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!! final paper on monday!!

i just started study this afternoon..till now finish 2 chapter liao...still got 5 more to go...wuwuwuw:( after monday im free like a bird..hahhahaa..tonight karaoke xian..hehehe.

I TRimed my Hair...

i trimed my hair last week at Ray salon...trim away all the "grass" hair..hehe..means spoil hair...at first i plan to cut it shorter..but mousie 1 me to have long hair...so bopien lo..i have to keep the hair lenghth...so boring r today...wheather so hot some more..hiaz...later lim teh xian....hehehe...tonight is movie day...duno 1 2 watch wat movie...fan ar...exam coming soon...haven start study..shit...charm...tomorrow study la..hehe lazy fabby..:P

VOte me !!

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My signature pose..haha

This afternoon, when i was browsing through my pics..i find out that i got a similar pose in almost most of my pics..hahaha "tu tu zhui" or "tu tu lian" haha..so i think that is my signature pose..let me show u...
this is only have of it..hahhaha..still got plenty more...may b because..i 1 2 look fat...hahaha..or young & cute...well...some people will be annoyed by my pose...they might say or think "stop acting cute!!"...well..thats me...fabiola...so bare with it ya...if u feel annoyed by my pics..just ignore it..haha..

Party people!!

"Travillion" is back in action!! last time we got MC3 we got ZEN, n now they r gone..now there are new ones called Emperor, Paragon, The core and many more...So travillion had become hot again after one year of silentness...there r good n bad..the good one is..kuching is no more boring liao lo..n the bad is ..people who trying to quit clubbing n partying cant quit liao lo..haha..anyway..is just an excuse...i mean how can i quit...i love parrtyingg!! haha..i love the music...i love the beer..i love everything there..any way...the first time i went to Emperor was last last week...with my lovely sistas..n brothers...hehe..there are mordern mummies partying with us too..haha..

the lovely couple, mel & roland..

this is how we drink....me n mousie...but we din get drunk of cos...we r Pro...hahhaha as if..joking only...

while we were partying...i tooked some interesting n funny photo...haha first photo below: kheng was trying to tumbok my baby mousie..and it is so funny..the reaction of mousie...haha..but ugly too..:P second photo: after fight become brother again..hahaha both kek so cool..
picture of my sistas!! phewit~ leng lui..


n finally me n mousie...

me & kim...

fong and her blue balloon...duno where she got it..

cooking lesson by PBK..

Today, jasmine invite us to go her house for dinner... she say she cook for me...then that Mr.PBK..= play boy kheng hahahhaa..say he know how to cook butter prawn..so we ask him cook lo..then he say OK...wow...play boy know how to cook man..hahhaha..no la..just joking..he is no play boy...he is a good guy..hehe..n available..no gf yet..hehe..so here are some of the pic i took..

PBK is preparing the prawn...he look so pro lo..hahaha


jasmine is preparing the chicken..


me & kheng ..while he is cooking...


food food food...yummy yummy.....




.after dinner...we got other activity...and our activity is play "dai ti" big 2 big 2..hehe

im BACK!!

hehe...finally after two months, im back...im sure a lot of ppl miss me..hehe..i know..very sorry ya...well im sure you all want to know wat happen to me during last two months right...ok...im getting very very damn buzz starting from april till today. buzz from wat??? buzz from assignment lo...wat else,....besides, im taking up make up course at the same time.. which means that in the morning...i go study in swinburne, and at night i go for my make up class...u c..u c..how buzz i am.. so my dear friends plz forgive me for not blogging for quite sometimes ya..hehe..
oh ya ppl, im also joining the breeze model competition, and now still in progress..heheim in top 20. this competition is till august. every month we have photo shoot. and every photo shoot, they will judge and eliminated 6 female and 6 males at every round. the result of first round is not out yet..so i still duno wat will happen to me..hehe..dun worry guys..i will update u ppl k.









ok..till here..gtg..pong pong..today is movie day..chao..will be back for more exiting stories... :)